Self-criticism is a core requirement for being a good artist. |
Sometimes
when looking at one's own art it does feel great. Yet more often than not, we
tend to be overly self-critical and see our weaknesses rather than our
strengths. Nikolai Gogol, for example, one of the greatest writers of Russian
literature, is known for burning his manuscripts, including the sequel to his
famous novel Dead Souls.
In my
experience so far, most artists face this struggle, be it writers, painters,
musicians ...
So what can
we do about it?
Being Self-Critical Is Actually a Strength
To start
with, I think we should realize that being self-critical is actually what has
brought us so far. We didn't like the way the dialogues in our first novel
turned out, the shading in our paintings was bad ... So we analyzed the
problem, did our research and found a way to improve ourselves.
In fact, I
believe self-criticism is a core requirement for being a good artist. People
who are too confident about their skill usually don't feel the need to look for
ways to improve. And so they don't. Or maybe just very slowly and only through
regular, repetitive practice, which is good, but not enough for noticeable development.
Because there's always a way to do what you do better. If you don't analyze and
don't do research, you probably won't find them.
But Sometimes It's Just Too Much
Any
medicine becomes poison if you take too much of it. This also applies to creative
self-criticism. Yes, being able to see one's weaknesses is great, but one
should also see one's strengths. Because this is where our self-confidence
comes from to motivate us to go on and improve even more.
So what's
important here is to never let reality out of sight. Because sometimes we see
even weaknesses that aren't there or that are actually our strengths.
But how to
we find out if our perception of our art is in line with reality or not?
Reality Check
Well, I
believe that we should start with being honest with ourselves. We may see many
faults in our novel, but still have the feeling that if we weren't the author
we'd actually read and like it. Despite its flaws. We can compare our artwork
to the artworks of other people and see that there are things we like in
our own art better. With time we also gain experience and thus know what works
and what not. This is why it's important to pay attention to the works of other
artists in one's own genre: Doing so, we can analyze ideas, techniques and so
on from the perspective of the audience.
One's own
audience is also important for the reality check. True, the audience's opinion
is highly subjective; but if there are many people who compliment the way you
draw hands and you like your hands as well, then you probably actually are good
at drawing them. Of course there will always be someone who does it better, but
this is just the way things are: There are over 7 billion people on this
planet. - It would be weird if there weren't people more skilled and talented
than you.
Self-Confidence and Arrogance
Sadly, many
of us grow up believing that a man's praise in his own mouth stinks. In
reality, it only stinks if it's unjustified. Everyone who has a special skill
or talent has every right to talk about it. I mean, how do you plan to convince
people to read your novel, hire you and so on? How do you plan to convince
people that you're good without telling them? You should also show it, of
course, but showing usually works in combination with telling: You have to at
least tell them that it was you who created all those amazing artworks they're
seeing.
Many of us
are afraid to sound arrogant, but this is only because we forget what arrogance
means: An arrogant person believes to be superior to others without reason.
Being self-confident, however, means to know what one is capable of and
respecting everyone else, including people who are not on the same level as
oneself yet. This is a great difference we all need to learn.
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